I haven't been feeling like a writer. I have too much in my life to write every day. I barely have time to enjoy myself at all and I know if I start writing I won't be able to stop for hours. That is a huge problem when you finally get to sit down at 9:30pm and need to be up by six.
I almost want to quit one of my two jobs and declare myself a self-employed writer, but I already can't afford life so here I am looking for writing time like looking for a needle in a haystack. I know, it's cliché.
It also doesn't help that I'm switching from Microsoft Word to Open Office. Do you have any idea how hard it was to write the word "cliché"? In Word I just type ctrl + ' + [vowel] and you get the nice little accent on top. Open office? Got to inset, go to special character, find the exact lower case e with that accent in a huge list and click insert. I tried to look up how to set up a shortcut, but open office assumes that since I'm using an uncommon program mainly used by computer nerds, I obviously know advanced programming lingo.
I needed a good rant. I'm so frustrated about everything and did I mention I can't spell? Just had to redo frustrated among many other words that make me feel like I might have dyslexia. I think that's enough for now. Maybe I can get some help with Open Office...